Bamily goes Jazz

I went alrite in todays class. I started off with no book at all and tried to remember what id done so far with out looking at it. I spoke to heather about my solo and i wrote out a time line of my scenes. I think i progressed a little. I now no what i definatly want and what i definatly dont want. So now ive just got to script/impro the other scenes… Watching those Top Acts performances was great but very scary because it just made me realise how much i have to improve.

Love u long time… 

In thursdays class i wrote up a script for 4 of my scenes. i felt really great about my progress. In the next class on friday i scrapped all my scripting accept for the first scene because i felt it was too amature. I dont really know where i am at the moment because i really like the first 30 seconds of my solo, and ive got all the ideas for the scenes but i dont no how to act them… I have a really high expectation of myself for this solo to be good and at the moment it just isnt working for me. The fact that it isnt working for me is making my motivation plummet and every time i try to work on it i get angry… so the vicious circle is coming out and i defenantly am not a fan… i have no idea how i can progress and change this problem. I hate having a negative view towards anything in drama because its my favourite subject and i love it so much but im finding this solo a lot harder than my other one… so i think ill go and try it again now then post after…

love u long time…

im working on my solo and slowly its coming along… the last couple of days have been overwhelming and yes i admit i didnt get as much work done on my solo as i had hoped… and yes i will also admit to forgeting to post a blog which is why im doing it at 1:30 this morning… All i can say is its coming along… slowly

 love u long time…

BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!

wow my first blog… feels a bit weird going back and doing this again… but also very exciting!! well ive read the Avila Drama Blog and im so happy that the performance date has been changed because i can now stop panicing! Well im having the same problem as last time… ive got 4-5 scenes and i know what they’re going to be about but finding the content and connecting them together will be hard… i feel like im out of the whole solo loop, just like i felt at the first netball training of the season today… i feel un fit in the soloing business, i need to train myself up again!! I also just wanna say that Destin was really inspiring and that if i didnt already what to become an actress then i would definately what to after that performance, it was so professional! Anyways dinner and guitar for me! Band tomorrow YAY!

Bye bye!

Love u long time…